I could sit around and drown myself in tears coz you’ll go away
Or I could style up to spending every bit of the time you have left with you
Either way it’s a choice still making
Oh but everytime I have to think about it I tear up
How am I supposed to just assume it’ll be ok
Yet an ok without you I don’t want
I just want you here. To stay.
Closer though far but it’s better to know you’re here
What is it gonna be.me.this place.everything -without you?
“It was before I know” someone would say
And that’s true “I was before you walked in and am still gonna be when you have to be gone” but different -alone-broken
I didn’t wanna believe I’m attached to you- at least the much I now know
But today when tears came rolling down these cheeks
twas more that left so little to be denied
I got a thing for you
I care so much about you
I want you here
If I knew what love is
I’d say I love you
Well I can’t put a finger on it
Just know tonight n the days to come
Pain fills my heart
A loneliness and helplessness that hurt
Cold covers me
Wish I had better words.
Please stay, it’s all I ask.