Found myself waiting by the gates
Thinking only of you
Madness I should have stopped by now
My mind knows it’s overdue
Letting you go
But everytime my heart set out to
The mind replayed every memory
And kept me looking back
Hoping this is the day you’ll come
But everyday you never did.
Said “one last try. One last watch”
But eveŕyday I fell back
To wanting you back so
Missing you and wishing your come home.
Darkness crops in
And another day’s done
“Maybe tomorrow” I say.
Release me. Teach me to care less, love you less like you do
Teach me to ignore you, to let go.
It’s what I want but can’t
So I wait.