Where lonely finds me

Look at me
Seated alone in this dark corner
Hiding from everyone else
Yet so desperately hoping you’d see me
And come sit by me
And talk about nothing at all.

Look at me
All smiles on my face
Whenever you cross my mind
My heart skips beats after another
Thinking and waiting for you to come lie next to me
And do nothing at all.

Look at me
Foolish and crazy in love
With the very idea of you that ruins me
I put up walls around everyone
You crush it all down with just a smile
And leave me in pieces to clean after myself.

Look at me
Breaking my own heart
Loving a man who’ll never be mine
A complete mess in emotions that should never have been
“Find me” I scream
But you’ll never hear
Cause no matter how loud and bright I am
You just won’t
Look at me.