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My feelings

I want to feel nothing but I can’t
Every time I look at you I feel
Then you smile and oh crap the feelings spill out.
Sometimes sadness and pain
Sometimes a liking and love
Sometimes pity
Sometimes envy
Sometimes you’re the very air I need
Sometimes I suffocate around you
Sometimes I need you to be my everything
But right now, today
I want the days a stranger you were
And nothing about you crossed my path
I want the years we never existed
And moments weren’t so damn complicated
And this stupid being didn’t crush on you that hard
I want to be invisible
Like we never existed in each other’s path
I want to be cold, feelingless
But blood runs through my veins
Memories in my head
And you in my heart
How can I feel nothing like you seemingly do
Tell me
Make that the one right you ever do by me
Teach me
Cause you can’t love me
And I don’t want you to.

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art · friendship · life · love · poetry · Uncategorized

My feelings

I want to feel nothing but I can’t
Every time I look at you I feel
Then you smile and oh crap the feelings spill out.
Sometimes sadness and pain
Sometimes a liking and love
Sometimes pity
Sometimes envy
Sometimes you’re the very air I need
Sometimes I suffocate around you
Sometimes I need you to be my everything
But right now, today
I want the days a stranger you were
And nothing about you crossed my path
I want the years we never existed
And moments weren’t so damn complicated
And this stupid being didn’t crush on you that hard
I want to be invisible
Like we never existed in each other’s path
I want to be cold, feelingless
But blood runs through my veins
Memories in my head
And you in my heart
How can I feel nothing like you seemingly do
Tell me
Make that the one right you ever do by me
Teach me
Cause you can’t love me
And I don’t want you to.

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