He wasn’t mine
I didn’t want him for me
But I didn’t want him for anyone else either
Just knowing his eyes weren’t looking at
And his heart dreaming only of me
Wanted him to feel miserable
For loving me he couldn’t have
Just like I felt for loving him so.
I wanted him hurt too
Too close yet too far
To feel the beating of the rain
The loneliness of the dark
And the weight of a love
He couldn’t give to no one.