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Today I cried again

There were days I wanted to cry
But I didn’t know why or what for that would be worth my tears
You certainly weren’t anymore
So I laughed
Laughed so hard the tears finally broke me
Like a baby so helplessly I cried.

Oh! I was hurt.
The silence hurt
The distance hurt
The indifference hurt
And the truth that you were never loving me, hurt.

The rejection didn’t hurt, no!
It’s how you played my heart
How you drunk every ounce of strength through my weakness
I needed you, not like she did
Yours was a different kinda need
Mine was fragile and you knew it.

You didn’t have to stay
You didn’t have to
you smiled at goodbye
And when you hugged me
you wrecked me instead
And it hurts.

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