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Cramps of affection

I’m only human
To want you for myself
Sometimes momentary lose of reason
A pang of resentment clouds me
To hate or love you I get lost
And I go all selfish and dramatic
Wanting everything and nothing
So I run
Away from everything you
Only to turn up at your doorstep
Taking in the cramps of what you call liking me
And give myself away to your humiliation
I know you don’t like me
But I keep coming back.
How did I get this desperate and dependent on you?
How did I let you in my veins?
Why do I return to you
When you are the one always leaving
Can’t I walk away?
Nothing to get you out works…

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